MYLIFE.MYJOURNEY.THATSMETRAVELLING.

(via organicallygorgeous)

"Forget safety.
Live where you fear to live.
Destroy your reputation.
Be notorious."

Rumi

This is so what she wanted

This is so what she wanted

She talked about truth.

Truth and fulfillment and

surrender and faith.

This is so what she wanted

She thought about freedom.

Freedom of words and

actions of trust.

This is so what she wanted

She was praying for peace.

Peace in her mind and

her body and soul.

That´s so what she wanted

She dreamed about love.

Love and compassion

deep down in her heart.

This is so what she wanted

She was longing for love.

For them being close

Together Forever.

This is so what she wanted

She was walking her talk.

She knew it. She found it.

Herself and

Love within and

Her Life.

"What progress, you ask, have I made? I have begun to be a friend to myself."

Hecato, Greek philosopher (via heartmindawakening)

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India. Oh India.

Happiness. Fun. Curiousity. Love.

First there was heaven.

Exhaustion. Aggressions. Despair.Frustration.

Then there was hell.

And finally all is turning to good. Although exhaustion still seems to be everywhere inside myself, I slowly feel relaxing calmness and lightness appearing. Love and peace in body and mind. The magic mountains seem to carry away all the sorrows and the refreshing air blows right through my mind. Rest this tired body. Heal this tired mind.

India. Oh India. Right in my face, all over my body. Deep down my soul and inside my mind. Shaking and pulling and pushing, shuffling, rewinding, upside and down and forward and back. Finding myself between feelings of uplifting love and downpulling hatress. Passion and highness versus aggressions and aversions. Disgusting dirt and indescribably annoying noises between beautiful colours and smells beyond magic. Rats around my feet while eating delicious food. Amazingly pretty women in colourful Saris and golden jewelry and begging little kids, clothes all ripped off their bodies in dirt. Powerful Temples. Mother Ganga. Thousands of pilgrims. Offerings and prayers. Laughter and joy. Squeezing crowds and elbows against rips. Waiting for hours to get a train ticket, just to find out - no tickets left. Accepting frustration. Facing the challenge of patience and different approaches of finding solutions. Curious looks and millions of questions, long hour night trains without sleeping but talking and sharing stories about life. Staring looks that make me feel naked, weak and sucked out and spit on the ground. In moments of strenghts I reply with a smile and sometimes, after a while I get a smile back. Non verbal talks and story telling about gods and worlds and being alive and laughter breaks all the shyness and misunderstandings - it makes us feel comfortable and closer and equal. Unbearable Heat. Non drying Sweat. Broken aircon´s and non functional fans. A cow in an alley, scary huge horns, an enourmous body and obviously heavy bones. Respectful looks between human and animal. The woman behind me signs me no worries, I bravely squeeze myself through - the cows body and mine gently touch, I feel his breath on my cheek and our eyes cross once more – silent agreement.We both keep on moving in different directions. Honking horns, so badly annoying bring up aggressions from deep down my soul. Market sellers seem to be able to read my emotions, they stretch those aggressions of mine and (mis)use them, making me almost explode from inside. Last but not least the drivers out there, all at the same time, talking and shouting and following me. Lost in the city and wrong given directions drive me insane!… And just in that moment I find beautiful corners and alleys and places that remind me –Relax! The path is the goal! Uplifting energy makes me move faster, makes me shine bright and I want to shout out *I love life!* I feel this magical smile on my face, this natural feeling of being truly alive! Short hours of sleeping don´t matter right now - pulsating energy makes me feel high and like that I can go for hours and longer. It allows me to go with the flow of this chaos, of crazy indian street life. And finally I am able to feel the power of life at it´s best.

In India I learned to live in the moment. Take good care of myself. And checking in with my feelings regularly. Trusting the path and cherish my life. Let go. Inhale. Exhale. And take life as it is – right now, right here, in this very moment.

Namaste.

Baghsu/Dharamsala,India.June1st2012.

"Whatever the present moment contains, accept is as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it. Make it your friend and ally, not your enemy. This will miraculously transform your whole life."

Eckhart Tolle (via yogachocolatelove)

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